i want you,
i'm selfish about love.
i dont wanna share you with other people
but when i see others suffering,
guilt overcomes me.

heys.
went for band today!
went to serene w carissa&jasmine
before band.
sat at macs do nth.
then marion&ter came.
walked to school after awhile.
anw, i do not swing my fringe okay?
wth, poser or what shit.
band's tiring today!
rather suck-ish.
marion&i were counting down all the while
till band ends.
hahahaha, madz.
played visions of flight&rumble.
my playing sucks okay!
): ): ):
& i dont feel like going for band camp.
i wanna fail my syf audition.
then no stress manz!
(: (: (:
i'll be happy by then.
anw, keep laughing during band la.
mr tan was damn spasticcc
& fifi was making me laugh too.
hehz, funny.
after band went for dinner w fifi,jasmine&shahira!
SZB people!
anw, FIFI! cheer upppz!(: (:
oh btw, im sorry carissa!
i forgot all about our date manz.
SORRRRY! ): ):
i promise to go out w you on thursday okay?
i love youuuu<3
after dinner cabbed w fifi,jasmine&carissa to clementi!
bought marshmallows!
hahahah, then mrt-ed home w jasmine!(:
stupiddddd chicken!
ahahaha, jasmine makes me laugh manz.
anw, im happy today!
cause i saw SOMEONE in the morning!(: (:
& she makes me happppy:D
baby, i love you(:
anw, i dont like friday!
i dont want it to come!
3 weeeks! wah laoz,
i'll be lonely for 3 weeeks!
): ): ):
okayz, im tired alrd.

went out w CAROLINE KAYLA CHIN&CHARITE!(: (:
went to meet them at vivo!
ahahha, we got lost there okay!
how dumb can we get manz,
walked around then dont know
how we ended up in habour front choppin centre
so went to pastamania!! (:
SOMEONE AH, order white wine
instead of tomato sauce
ahahaha!
lucky i wasnt drunk manz.
then shared pizza w carol&chin!
after that walked ard & decided to go back to vivo!
actually you know vivo's quite boring.
we went to the rooftop!
damn nice ok!
then me caroline&charite walked in the water!
(: (: (:
then after that decided to go hagen daz for fondue!
but LOUSY!
they didnt have it! ): ):
so ended up sharing 6 scoops of ice cream.
then charite left! ):
& SOMEONE AH!
sent me dontknow what shit msg!
make me so jix.
hahhahaha!
wah laoz, still can laugh.
then me kayla&chin headed for plaza sing!
went to take neos!
then carol&kayla left!
so me&chin walked ard!
nth much la,
then went home. (: (:
i love them!<3
oh no, theres band tmr! ):

YAY!(:
went to escape w chin/gladys/mel/serene/dawn/caroline!(:
FUNFUNFUN!(: (:
hahhahha, im rather hyper.
we sat all the rides la
&&amp;amp;amp;&&&& i love go kart! <3
omgz, the funnest[?] thing!
hehz,
i love driving that manz,
but the people there ah,
omgz, are the SHITZ.
so mean to gladys! ): ):
but when the car goes down the slope,
it was damn scary la
like wanna bang onto the wall anytime!
hhahaha but i still love it!(:
& im going back there again!
during charite's party![=
then we slacked abit in burger king
& my head hurt pls, ):
not very serious though, (:
OH BTW, SOME PEOPLE WERE STALKING US!
HEHZ,
DAMN FUNNY OKAY!
then walked ard to arcade
& played like manymany games.
spent like loads there.
&after we sat at ben&jerry's!
ice cream rocks manz, (:
then went back to escape for a few rides
then went home w sereneee!(:
cabbed home, hahhaha.
talked like alot in the cab(:
hahaha, i love you all many!:D
a pity we didnt have camera so didnt take any pictures.
hahahhaha(:
thats all for noww!
<3

&i love these people!

escape laterrrrr!(:
long time since i went man!
gonna have loads of fun later!:D
going with FUN PEOPLE what.
hahahahha, (: (:
lovelylovelybuddy caroline can go!
hahahahha,
i love her like so much.
:DD

ILOVE CAROLINEGOHQIUPINGGGG!(: (:

OKAY, I'LL BLOG LATER WHEN I GET HOME!(:

baby, will you just come back to me?

hellooo!(:
im rather boredz.
& PL went for hair extension!
wah laoz, i want also!
but, got BAND! ): ):
hahahahha,
anw, im rather hyperrrr.
: DDDDDD
my mummmy's sick! ): ):
okayz, i dont know what to blog!
hahahha, rather dumbz.
dont know what to blog but want to blog.
i'm gonna miss 2E1'06 alotttt! ): ):
i hate school holidays btw, i wwant school!
anw, escape tmrr! (: (:
i cant wait man, im like dying at home.

i just want you back now,
nothing else!(: (:
its all up to you anw, my love.

i reallyreally want you back.
but i realised it was all beacause of me that all these happened.
im really sorrry& regretful.
when i sent that msg, i felt that things were going wrong.
when actually it went perfectly fine.
all you needed were time, but i didnt know.
sorry girl, i love you.
now, its all up to you.

relationships are SHITZ.
friends are the only one who're really by your side
who makes you happy when you're down.
(: (: (: (:



CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
carolineeeeeeeeee!(:
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
dont hate ppl la, bad for health!(:
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
i love you lovelylovelybudddy!(:
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
caiyannnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
er
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
helllloooooooooo!(:
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
you also put lorrr
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
hahhaha,
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
what!
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
i never put anything
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
shoot me, i hate my life
CAIYAN, shootme, i hate my life. says:
hahhaaha
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
hahahaha
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
....
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
hahaha
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
i never put lor.
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
ahahaha
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
FINE
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
I ALSO LOR
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
hahahahah!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
omgz,
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
u're damn funny.
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
i love carolineeeeeee!(:
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
cheater bugggg
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
wher gottttttt,
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
):
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
P:::
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
funnyfunnycaroline!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
i love you!(:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
you always cheeer me up manz.
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
crazycrazycaiyan!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
hahhahaha,
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
hahah
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
horrrrr!
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
you also!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
you say i crazy.
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
you mad dog ah!
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
you ku ku bird!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
wah laoz!
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
hahahaha
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
i not bird lor!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
i cannot fly!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
ahahhaah
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
you !
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
SO MEAN!
): ): ):
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
ooooooooooooooooooooh
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
oops
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
sorry!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
HAHHAHAHAHAH!
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
sorrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
hahahahaha,
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
nvm la.
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
i love youuuuuuuu!(: (:
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
CAIYAN AND CAROLINE ARE BESTBUDDS!
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
UH HUHHHHHHH!(:
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LAAAA,
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
HAHAHAHA
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
METOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
CAIYAN, dont shoot me, i love my life. says:
ALWAYS WANNA CHEER YOU UP THEN INSTEAD YOU MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD.
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
HAHAHAH
CAROLINE connected by dots says:
JUST DONT LAUGH TOO MUCH

i love carolineeeee!(: (:
she makes me laugh real harddd.
lovelylovelybuddy forever!<3

& of course my beloved PLz!(:
CHERRYLIM!<3

THE TWO OF YOU REALLY MAKES A DIFFERENCE
IN MY LIFE!(:
OMGZ, I SO LOVE THE 2 OF YOU!<3

[edited]
no matter what happens, BE YOURSELF.
you dont change to live, you live to change.
ohwells, i've been rather sad these few days,
haiyer i think im rather fickle.
im happy to be free from her,
but also regretful of letting her go.
okayz, im confusing myself.

anw, rather happy today!(:
but school's like shitz ah.
had CME for 2 whole hours! ):
so boringz.
rosy lo's like talking to herself,
cause none of us were listening.
&gloria's damn funny!
"uphold corruption!"
hahhahah!(: (:
after recess had the NE quiz thing,
we were cheating pls,
rather dumbz.
then our class didnt clean classroom at all la,
wth
then went hall for some thanks giving stuff.
rather boringg.
&something was rather coincidence.
hahahhh, (:
stayed back for band,
nth muchh.
whole section came including faith except hannah.


&some extra people,
if you dont know anything.
dont anyhow msg me to confront me.
its rather dumb.
go get your own life CMI.
doesnt mean she's your brother you
must care so much.
whateverz, CMI bung.

to you: im so disppointed in you,
like you dont even know what you're doing.
i can live w/o you btw,
cause i have others.
& i cant be bothered by immature sec 1s.
but i admit i hate the feeling when
you get to know her.

shoot me, i hate my life.

i love these people,
they make me happy.
<3

hellooo all.

im having moodswings today,
i dont know why.
): ):
no one made me sad,
but i just dont know why am i feeling this way.
confused& mixed up feelings.
anw, went to meet carissaCHIN&gladys today at taka.
bought like 12 comic books?
hahaha, rather spastic.
then walked to starbucks to get a drink!(:
stayed for awhile then off we went to hereeen.
we were spastic la ok, ok.
then we walked to cine!
hahhaa, went round looking for stuff.
&took neos!(:
ilovegladys&carissa la! : D
then we went to wheelock?
looked for fruitbasket comics but they didnt have the small one.
so we went to the upper level& sat ard until the security
asked us to leave. ): super mean la.
then went to eat at sakae.
wasnt really in mood so no appetite.
& their food sucked.
haiyer, guess it just isnt my day.
then we took a train down to sengkang
to find some vcds.
walked ard, there isnt anything much there actually.
im so moodswinging today, ):
talking to laujiayijasmine!(: (:
she made me laughh, hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESIREEEEEE!(: (:
MY MOST BELOVED SISTERRRRRR!
HAHAHHA, : DDD
HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!

i dont know whats wrong with you,
perhaps you think i was okay.
but inside me,
i feel totally upset. ):
went to watch movie w carissa,glad&dawn
but it didnt cheer me up at all.
sorry guys, but i was totally affected.
TODAY SUCKED!

OKAY, I THINK I LOVE TODAY!(: (:
i love you too dearie.
hehz,
anw, went to bishan after school w chin,dawn&gladys!(:
bishan not alot of bungs what!
ahahahah, (:
watched death note again!
& it turned out to be the same as preview.
how stupid can i get man, ):
waste my money only!
anyway, i love those neos we took!(: (:
stylo milo huh!(:
i think im going out w them again tmr!
ohgoshz, i love them!
& i love you geraldine!
SMILEE!(:

im dying to talk to you, ):

i miss cherry! ):
im talking to her now!
& we're always having the same problem!
right now, we're totally confused alrd.
haiyer, ):
cheer up cherry!
i love you!<3
i think i tell you almost everything.
(:
stay happy w her!!(:

weekends are boring!
like seriously, hahahah!(:
but i'm glad i have _________!(:
anyway, im gonna go get a haircut later!
i wanna thin it man,
i've been watching teevee the whole day man,
& im gonna pierce my ear sooon!(: (:
band's killing me for all the practices man,
no time to spare at all! ): ):
ilu.

oh goshz, i made you cried.
i have no idea, ): ):
i still love you.
but why?

i want C3J2 back,
yea i know, kinda late.
actually i would rather not know some of you
&go back to the old times.
joanne&carissa,
i want us back,
): ): ):

whateverz, i know it'll not come.
& baby, you dont know what you did ytd was mean.
&you left me alone to clear it up.
oh wells,
i guess i'll just but this aside.
i juat wanna leave you alone,
thats it.

anways, im going to 3/2 man!
hahahha, i heard many people going there too.
i wanna go out on monday&tues!
anyone? hahaha.
(: (: (: (: (:
i feel free&happy now, for a moment.